Original Entry Date 11/11/2015: As I was talking to Papa God this morning I told Him that I wanted to see His Glory!
I then felt His Holy Spirit speak through me that His Glory is brighter than the sun.
He then spoke into my soul that this was the very reason why people couldn’t look at Him because of the brightness and people are full of darkness, especially in the OT before Christ Jesus.
As I’m sitting here, I’m reminded of how I’ve seen His Glory, Jesus, face to face in a dream I had of Him.
Entry Date Tonight 4/6/2021: I felt such a joyful desire for God this evening; praying from the depths of my heart to hear His voice. I go on admitting to Him that He is the only one that I truly want…Honestly, who/what could be better than being in His Presence; Face to Face, becoming full of His radiance?
As I was looking up the Hebrew word used for the word “radiance,”I heard and felt God’s Presence enter this place. I felt His peace, I felt His joy and I knew He was behind me as I felt His hand on my lower back.
As I was typing out the entry above from 2015, the part about God being too bright for the people to look upon Him, struck me with questions. I asked in my heart how it was possible for people to look upon the Radiance (or the Light) of His Spirit in us nowadays and be led by it if we are nowhere as perfect as Him? How will this bright Light bring SO MANY people who are in darkness to God if this same Light, the Brightness of His Glory, terrified His own people back in the OT?
I hear God say, “Well you are made of wood, aren’t you?”
Then I remembered all that I have been posting about the Tabernacle and how things were made of wood, which symbolizes mankind; human nature.
He then reminded me that this was how people were able to look upon Jesus, because He, too, was made of wood, He was made with the nature of mankind being flesh and bone amongst them.